Day 15

The other day I was talking to Rachel about bills and such. She says she's trying to move out by August 1st. For the first time, there might be hope. Maybe light at the end of the tunnel? I should start a countdown on the website. It sucks being miserable at home. I'm hoping without having to see her every day, I'll be able to move forward a little easier.

Anyway, I'm in WV for the weekend. I had a good, uneventful drive up. Ariel came with me. My mom's going to keep her for a couple of weeks. I'm not sure of the plans to get her back to SC though. I may need to get some clarification on that.

I don't really have any plans here. I've talked to Scott. We might go do something tomorrow night. He says it's Brian and Matt's birthday, and that he's trying to get some people together at the River's Edge Cafe. We're doing the cookout thing this evening as long as it doesn't rain anymore.

Just babbling... nothing new or eventful happening. Same shit, different day....

Emotionally, I'm doing alright. I'm nowhere near as depressed as I was. In fact, since I have a date that she's leaving, I actually feel like I have something to look forward to. It's exciting! I know that's going to introduce a whole new set of emotions though since I'll be in that big ass house all alone. I'll have to find something to keep me occupied.

I understand the whole 'rebound' thing now. I understand why people look for a new girlfriend as soon as possible. The emotional roller coaster is insane. I really need to learn how to control it a little better. It just kind of hit me by surprise this time, but next time I'll be ready for it and better equipped to handle it.