So here we sit. What do you say? Anything? No, I don't think so. Sometimes you have to think like you're trying to be something you're not. What does that mean?
So, here we sit again. We're going around in circles. What do you do? What do I do? I have nothing left to say to you.
That's where it all collapses. That's where it all begins.
I'm devastated. I've crumbled. I'm empty. I'm sore.
How are you? Proud, I assume.
Alex, don't be so hard on yourself. Sometimes when swirling downward it's best to look for something upward instead of into the swirling abyss. When you look upward you may find something to grab ahold of. When swimming with someone while being pulled down the drain it does little good to stare at eachother. Look up!
ReplyDeleteHell yeah, look up!
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You're the smartest, most successful person I knew besides Sean. You need to do what makes you happy. If you're in a situation where you're unhappy, it's important to fix it immediately, rather than let it fester. It took me nearly 4 years to realize that I didn't want to get married. I'm glad that I didn't.
ReplyDeleteJust don't run out into the woods again with a knife. That was kinda creepy that one time.
Alot of us look up to you, even if you think we're just pulling your chain. You were my best friend for a long time. Fix your life. You can do anything you set your mind to. I've seen you do it time and time again in the past.
Take care.
dude I don't even know you but I recognize signs of frustration when I see it. obviously you are brilliant if only b/c you have this jellybean claim to fame (through which I know of you.) simple idea, and something done a long time ago but it simply proves you've insight, understanding, persistance and vision. take those positive traits into your other issues. having said all that I'll also play the Christiological card on you also -- maybe you are actually getting to that point in your life where you recognize you actually are guilty of things that you've no answer for and instead of living in denial you have enough character to be depressed and angry about it. I'd encourage you to try praying for God to reveal himself to you directly. Expect that if there is a creative power that imagined and put all created things into existence, then that same power just may have a personality and agenda in the world... you might be well off to seek it out.
ReplyDeleteI think I'd have to start believing in Asia first.... :-)
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