Day 3: Moving on...

One good thing has come out of this, I've lost 6lbs since Thursday. I wonder how much of that was hair?

I did some more talking with Rachel last night. Things are still moving forward with the split. She's still very angry. We didn't fight or argue though. That's just how things go.

I guess it's time to move on. I'm going to go work out shortly. Maybe I'll lose a little more weight. Who knows...

Edit:

I have a lot of regret about this whole situation. I'm very upset with myself for making her so apathetic towards me. I hate feeling like this. Nothing seems to make it go away, and I'm not sure what else to do. I've tried everything I can think of.

Perhaps alcohol is the answer, but I'm a little scared to try that with her still in the house. I'm afraid of what might happen. I hope I don't still feel like this after she moves out. I hope that day comes soon.